Stronger now

"I've learned to stay strong without you." Independence. Learning to be strong and free. Sure it's nice to be pampered and taken care of, but, ever thought taking risks. Experiencing all that's out there? Feel the pain and the satisfaction that now a care-taker isn't there. Some people are just so reliant, when they're out here, in the real world, so vulnerable to everything reality is. Well, others are different. They're are forced to be strong. Because their care-taker aren't there anymore. But they, learn and nurture faster. Questions like whether you are home safely, eating your meals aren't asked anymore. You do what need to. Stand up by yourself when u fall. Sure here and there at some times people may help. But ultimately, it's all you. "Step out of your comfort zone." It always starts with fear. But there's no escape. You just got to do it one day. I was forced. Anger and fear was what i felt first. But i still thank my care-taker for doing that. Without that push, i would probably be so brittle to things.Never stronger as i am now.

A new me.

"New cut. New style. Unrecognized. Is it a chance? a sign? Is starting a new gonna be better or worse? Patching. Didn't work. Is this the end? Will the story go on?" Things that happen in life often makes us wonder... The questions why and how are constantly popping up in our minds. We all try our best to fix it. but sometimes it just cant be fixed.
What are we to do then? Let nature take its course. The more you force, the more damage you do. But in that period you just cant stop thinking... about the past, the present and the future. Unpredictable. I'm sure all of us had a time when we wished we could go back in time, not being on borned earth or beginning a new. A new life which no one knew about. Well... that's just the definition of life ain't it? Stop regretting. Move on. Treasure the good times and don't dwell on the bad ones.